Thursday, June 9, 2011

Mama's Best Angel Girl

My Sadie passed away Tuesday night. I miss her so much and the other dogs are obviously grieving. I am however so thankful she was able to go naturally and in her own time. I had so many people pressuring me to euthanize her, but it just didn't feel right. I have spent the last few months doing doggie hospice with her and have hardly left her side in the last month.
In the end it was so very peaceful. I laid down with her at around 8 pm Tuesday for a snuggle. I dozed off lightly and when I awoke at 9:30 she was gone. I think it was her taking her last breath that woke me up, and i know there was no pain or struggle as I had my arms around her and would've woken up right away had there been.

Rest in peace my sweet girl, you were truly the best dog ever!

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

Just sad

My dear cyber sister's dream has ended in tragedy. Her babies didn't stick. I feel so bad for her, I know the pain she must be feeling. I also know she is so very strong and will someday come out the other side and find joy again, but for know I just hope she knows she is loved and supported, and in the thoughts and prayers of so many people.

Monday, April 18, 2011

A dream for a friend

So so Happy for Tammy and Mark. They are finally officially pregnant. Still hoping for my chance, so I have to admit it's bittersweet. It gives me hope, but there is that part of me that is plagued by the little green monster. I feel bad saying that, but Tammy and I were the last two of our NW friends. Now it's just me. Horrible aren't I? But I AM truly happy for her, she's gonna be a great mom and these are some lucky and loved babies!