It's Over

I feel like I've been punched in the stomachs an it's taken a few days to be able to say it, but, barring a miracle, my dream is dead.

After lots of tests the official, opinion is.....I have less than a 1% chance of getting pregnant using my own eggs. An egg donor is not an option unless I win the lottery, and I don't know anyone with any spare embryos in storage, and it seems that all the embryo adoption places want couples who have tons of money in the bank, though the actual process is less expensive than IVF.

so that's it...I am heartbrokenly done. I don't know what to do or how to go on.